Merry Christmas.

I know I'm 2 days late, but hey, I've been heck busy. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I'm striving to be a better Christian. I love you God.

When you're close to tears, remember, some day it'll all be over.
One day we're gonna get so high...
Though it's darker than December, what's ahead is a different colour.
One day we're gonna get so high...

I feel so weak. My hands and legs are freaking numb. My throat hurts so much I can't swallow.
I keep coughing. My eyes are tearing. I'm sick.

Yesterday was Miss Ek's farewell party.
Though I've only been in RVHS for one year, I couldn't hold my tears when we were singing the school song and Miss Ek and Mdm Soh started crying, though I continued singing. We were singing Auld Lang Syne and Thank You For The Music too.
Thank You For The Music is by Abba, and it's Miss Ek's favourite song.
Okay then I went home, almost died, because it was a long distance and I was having a high fever at 39.9 and Chowzie didn't let me rest halfway.
So I went home and slept for 5 hours, fever went down to 38.1 after bath. And I felt like puking. So I didn't eat the whole day and I lost a 2 kg, just by not eating for a day.
I'm not planning to eat today either. Everytime I eat, I feel like puking.
Soooo, I'll see how much weight I will lose. I had an apple for lunch though.

George, you're all i'm thinking about.

George, it hurt me to hear you cry.

George, I miss you.

George, I wanna run wild with you like we did.

George, I wanna break the rules and let loose with you again.
George, I just left you and I'm yearning so bad for you.

George, I miss how you are unique and always crack me up.

GEORGE! ): How I wish time would freeze when we were together.

You guys, meet George. He's a fat lazy 9 month old. He looks sad because he didn't have his fair share of food. I miss him. Fell in love with him when I followed Lovel for her petsitting. He was crying when we left, and I wanted to.

GEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORGE ):

So.
I didn't sleep again. HA. Okay for a couple of hours I did. I think I'm starting to have insomnia. I hate holidays. They make me think. Geez.

Okay so.. Today's choir prac. Nothing special. In the morning met with Christalle, Ruth, Weiyang, Clement, Gina and Chowzie at Jurong East MRT because I didn't know how to walk to YMS. And, reached there about 30 minutes early. And it was freaking hot. Yeah, a hotttt Christmas, eh? This prac wasn't as good as Monday, which was an EPIC one. Because last session, lots of new warmups were intro-ed and they are REALLY interesting! It's fascinating how psychology works with singing :)

And I really need to build up my stamina. Well here comes discipline. Because I finally realised how difficult, hot, and tiring singing can be especially when you push your abs and muscles. So I'm planning to do my own physical training from today :D! I will start an organiser of my workouts + diet plan. How encouraging.

Epic.
I slept from 8pm to 12pm. That's 16 hours.
I was super tired after choir practice and the long train ride home. The fact that something was bothering me that I almost cried on the train. YES, Christalle, that was real emo-ing, I wasn't faking. Why'd you think I was could emo without laughing halfway.

From yesterday, I realised that one should really cherish something before you lose it. SERIOUSLY, you don't feel it's so important when it's there because you're taking it for granted. GOSH I sound so freaking cliched. There may be no tomorrow. So I feel really regretful for not doing something. I just slept away my depression.

RIGHT EW I SOUND LIKE I'M ATTRACTING ATTENTION.

I've nothing else to say.

I've decided. I'll go back to my long, swept bang. No more straight and short bangs.